“sweetest surprises from my sweetest lover”
I still cant get over it! I just experienced one of the sweetest surprises He has planned for me. It was all unexpected. He’s amazing! He really knows me well, no questions about that. He knows that I love to be surprised and he knows exactly what to do with me when it comes to surprises. He’s the sweetest lover that I’ve ever known.
It happened last night. It started with a conversation with him when I had to look for a store to buy something really important. I left "Des" (my friend) in Kaffe Rafael where we had our dinner. So I went to some store near CDC to find what I was looking for. I was alone and I then started talking to him. I told him how my heart was struggling on how I would reach out to this 22-year-old girl whos’ totally lost and deceived by men. I told him I just couldnt do it without him so he gotta help me with it. Also, I talked to him about what I wanted to happen on that night but it seemed impossible. I wanted something else on that night and not just minister to this woman (I repented for my selfishness na! hehe..). Well I couldnt explain it but to be honest, I yearned to see, (just see) & probably say hi to that guy who appeared in my dream last Sept 24, 2007. (that simple lang) But then again I thought it was impossible. So I then made it clear to him and told him this:
"Okay Lord, you know that I dont want to be with this girl cos I want to see that guy who was in my dream last September. You know the desires of my heart. You know who’s in my heart. But you told me last week and everyday of my life to just let it go and let you work it out for me and that man. So I will then continue on what I have promised to you. I will not do anything that you consider as "first moves", I will not text him unless it’s important, I will be careful with my actions and words when I’ll see him again. I will wait lang gyud Lord. And since I love you more than anything else and anyone else, I will do what you want me to do.. so help me on how I could be a blessing to "Des", she needs you. I will give up what I want and do what you want. It’s a deal now." (this was how I said it to him). After I had clearly told God of this, I got his peace again on having my desires to be fulfilled in his timing. He even assured me that He will make things even more beautiful than what I’m expecting. And so I moved on.
After a few minutes, when I’ve already bought what I needed, I decided to go back to where I left Des for dinner. On my way to Kaffe Rafael (not sure how it should be spelled), after I’ve told God everything that was in my heart…… "Suddenly….I saw him…. " I saw that guy in my dream…. Amazing ka God! I knew it was him even if the streets were kind of dark..yes, it was him. I just smiled… I had the biggest smile ever and unconsciously I said "I love you Lord!" aloud (good thing no one was around,they might think im crazy!). I couldnt believe you Lord.. sungogan man sad diay ka! hehehe..
Such a sweet surprise from my sweet Lord!
Moving forward, the night was a great night. I had a great talk with Des, listened to how broken she is. I was able to share to her my brokeness in my past. I shared to her who I was before and who I am right now, How God changed my heart & my life and how it will be possible for her too. It was a quick dinner, how I wished we had more time but she had to go. I am looking forward to have more time with her again.
After that, I spent time with some friends from the church in Starbucks and I really, really enjoyed it soooo much! It was all laughter and smiles and everything…
….and then I had to go to work. (how I wished I could have stayed longer), can’t do anything about it though. I promised God I will be an excellent worker in that company. hehehe.. 
Overjoyed…overwhelmed… overly-surprised (sakto ba?)… whatelse? well… what can I say? The lover of my soul is just soooo soooo sWeEt that he cant help it but give me sweet surprises everyday!
("I Love You Lord!") 
